Kit's diary
Everything in here I asked for. In writing, more than once, with a list. He stopped asking a long time ago, and that’s the whole point: he doesn’t ask anymore, he just takes, and I write it down after.
Short entries. No names, no dates, just the day and where I was and what he did. Original fiction, all of it, and everyone in it is an adult.
Sunday, 4:20pm · Kitchen
wore his green hoodie to grab a beer while his friends watched the game. his hand found me at the fridge
His buddies were in the living room screaming at a third-and-long, five guys on the sectional with empty IPA cans crowding the coffee table. I walked …
Thursday, 6:00pm · Hallway
stripped naked on the hallway rug waiting for his key in the lock at 6:05pm
The radiator in the hallway clinks like somebody tapping a coin on a pipe. I have been listening to it for fifty minutes. His text came at 4:58: home …
Wednesday, 9:50pm · Front Door
his hand down the front of my jeans at the front door before he'd even locked the deadbolt
We got home from his sister’s dinner and I didn’t even get my shoes off. I’d barely stepped over the threshold when Brett’s …
Saturday, 10:45pm · Elevator
his finger hooked in my collar in the elevator between floors eight and two
The elevator in his building is all mirrors. I’ve hated that about it for a year. Tonight it was a gift. I was wearing the choker, the thin …
Friday, 6:15am · Kitchen
he yanked me back by the waist at 6:15am and the espresso grounds went all over the counter
I had the portafilter in one hand and the tamper in the other, still half asleep, when his arm came around my waist and hauled me backward so hard the …
Thursday, 7:15am · Bedroom
he left the cage key on my nightstand before his morning shift. told me not to touch it
He didn’t take the key with him this morning. Usually it’s on his carabiner, clicking against his truck fob while he drinks his coffee by …
Saturday, 5:40pm · Grocery Store
grey sweatpants, thigh-highs and a plug in at the self-checkout while he whispered what he'd do in the truck
Grey sweatpants are a terrible choice when you’re wearing a plug. Everyone at the grocery store can see exactly what a lie they are. I knew it …
Monday, 7:30pm · Hallway
face in his sweaty gym shirt folding laundry and he took me on the floor without even dropping his bag
Technically it was clean. The gym shirt, I mean. It had come out of the dryer ten minutes before, warm and soft and smelling like detergent. But I had …
Sunday, 10:20am · Living Room
face down on the couch half asleep on a sunday morning while he fucked me through the muted pregame show
I was drooling on the cushion, I think. That’s how deep gone I was. Sunday morning, couch, my face smashed sideways into the arm, one leg …
Friday, 6:30pm · Bathroom
cherry chapstick and a sticky note on the mirror: put it on so you taste good tonight
There was a yellow sticky note on the bathroom mirror, right at eye level, in Brett’s blocky handwriting. put it on so you taste good tonight. …
Tuesday, 1:18am · Bedroom
1:18am text from brett: get on your stomach and don't lock the door
My phone lit up the ceiling at 1:18. are you awake Brett had fallen asleep on the couch during a movie, and I’d gone to bed alone, annoyed, …
Tuesday, 6:12am · His Bed
woke up with his cock already in me and he didn't stop for my alarm
I was dreaming about something boring, a grocery store I think, and then I wasn’t, because he was already inside me. Not starting. Already in. …
Wednesday, 3:45pm · Our Bed
he answered his mom's call with his cock still in me and kept fucking me slow
We were lying in bed on his day off, early afternoon light and nothing to do, and he was inside me moving slow, lazy. His phone rang. His mom. He …
Thursday, 11:40pm · Laundromat
used on the laundromat folding table while my stuff was still in the dryer
Dryer 14 had forty minutes on it and he’d put the quarters in himself, which I should have known meant something. The place was empty. …
Sunday, 11:20pm · His Desk Chair
he kept me on his cock through a whole ranked match and came when he won
He was in his chair and I was in his lap, his cock inside me, and we just sat there while he played. The game was important. Ranked match. I …
Saturday, 4:30pm · Balcony
the neighbor saw him fucking me on the balcony and waved
I was watering the plants, just the routine thing, when he came out and pressed up against me from behind. Nobody could see from street level. The …
Friday, 7:10am · Shower
he got in the shower with me and used me before i could rinse the conditioner out
I was conditioning my hair, just standing under the water with my eyes closed and the conditioner piling up on my head, when he opened the shower door …
Thursday, 10:40pm · Parking Garage
fucked over the hood of his car on level four of the parking garage
We parked on level four because it’s usually dead up there and the movies were bad anyway. He looked at me when we got to the car, and I knew …
Tuesday, 11:00am · His Office
under his desk with his cock in my mouth while he presented on a zoom call
He was supposed to be presenting to his entire department. Charts. Numbers. Quarterly whatever. Instead I was under his desk with his cock in my …
Sunday, 1:15pm · Living Room
sucked him off during the game while his buddy pretended not to watch
His buddy was over for the game. Usual Sunday thing. Beer in the cooler, wings getting cold on the coffee table, commentators yelling about passes I …
Friday, 8:30pm · Our Bed
he blindfolded me and let a guy from the app fuck me while he watched
He told me to wear the blindfold but wouldn’t say why. Just that I should be on the bed, on my knees, with nothing on. I was nervous and excited …
Wednesday, 10:50pm · His Couch
his roommate walked in while i was riding him on the couch and he made me keep going
The movie was stupid anyway. Some action thing where nobody cared. He was stretched out on the couch with me in his lap and we were kissing and I was …
Monday, 6:20pm · Hallway
said no to be cute when he got home and he pinned me to the hallway wall anyway
I was sitting on the bench untying my laces when he came through the door, and I said no before he even said anything. He hadn’t even looked at …
Saturday, 9:05am · Kitchen
he bent me over the counter while i was making his coffee and didn't let me finish pouring
The water was still heating. I was measuring the coffee grounds out because he actually likes it strong, which is sweet of him to pretend, when he …
